Mood:Stable
Topic: The Morning After
S.O.C.:"Echo" by Trapt
::sigh:: Wednesday...it all feels like it was months ago...Dan is gone...or will be haha...on Monday. I saw him for the last time yesterday night at 10. I didn't cry in front of him I was so proud. He almost did...he talked about his boys how he was worried about them and how there was no one to take care of them, he talked about JROTC and how it would fall apart, he talked about how he didn't know so many people cared about him. Eventually he talked about me but some things are better left unsaid.
I don't feel sad...not anymore...I felt sad the day he told me I cried almost 24 hours straight...I haven't cried like that since Justin gave me a piece of informaiton that Micheal had been sleeping with Lyza (which can neither be confirmed or denied because of so many different sources) The next day I looked for him and he wasn't there and I cried but eventually he showed up and everything was okay. Friday morning we went and had breakfast and talked for 3 hours (PSO have Friday's off) I said good bye then because I knew that the rest of the time we spend in each others company and we'd be distracted with our own friends. That afternoon he had a good-bye party. I only stayed half the time because out of about 9 people Iwas the only female and his friends all act like 7 year old boys.
'Then yesterday I had my mega super ultra early birthday party at the bowling alley. Lisette got me girly smell good things! With the name of Sanctuary! Jonnell got me wooshy black and grey pants and a shirt. Nancy got me the Yuna Magical hot pants scroll which I have but that doesn't really matter it shows that she knows my taste and that small brested Yuna with guns fasicntes me. I gave the scroll to Lisette so it wouldn't go to waste I hope to go to the Hobby shop and see this X scroll Nancy was talking about. Joel got me the cutes card and he helped in the bowling goofiness with his glove. Daniel gave me his sweater the one he would bring to school everyday for me because all my classes were cold. He also got me Samuri X Trust and Betrayl.
The party itself was funny Jonnell and Nancy had a small competition going on then me Joel Lisette and Dan were batteling it out too. Keisha called Eventually we went and ate at BK...6 people in a 4 person booth ^-^oh yeah lol no we got chairs and put them on the end. Anyway after that we sat in the gazebo between BK and the alley and talked and then went to the arcade in the alley and Jonnell and Nancy played this one table hockey game and the puck kept flying across the room. Daniel and Joel played pool and me and Lisette distracted them the whole time. Then Nancy and Jonnell went home. A little later the four left wondered back to the gasebo and talked then Lisette and Joel had to work so they left. Then Dan and I went to the PX and waited for Abe (Dan's older brother) to get off work so we could take him home.
Then we went to my house and sat outside until 10 talking. I cut my hand with his knief serves me right for playing with it. It was the Kneif Judah gave him. I hope he has a good trip and that he's safe and sound. ::sigh:: and that as they say is that. For now...maybe.
Topic: The Morning After
S.O.C.:"Echo" by Trapt
::sigh:: Wednesday...it all feels like it was months ago...Dan is gone...or will be haha...on Monday. I saw him for the last time yesterday night at 10. I didn't cry in front of him I was so proud. He almost did...he talked about his boys how he was worried about them and how there was no one to take care of them, he talked about JROTC and how it would fall apart, he talked about how he didn't know so many people cared about him. Eventually he talked about me but some things are better left unsaid.
I don't feel sad...not anymore...I felt sad the day he told me I cried almost 24 hours straight...I haven't cried like that since Justin gave me a piece of informaiton that Micheal had been sleeping with Lyza (which can neither be confirmed or denied because of so many different sources) The next day I looked for him and he wasn't there and I cried but eventually he showed up and everything was okay. Friday morning we went and had breakfast and talked for 3 hours (PSO have Friday's off) I said good bye then because I knew that the rest of the time we spend in each others company and we'd be distracted with our own friends. That afternoon he had a good-bye party. I only stayed half the time because out of about 9 people Iwas the only female and his friends all act like 7 year old boys.
'Then yesterday I had my mega super ultra early birthday party at the bowling alley. Lisette got me girly smell good things! With the name of Sanctuary! Jonnell got me wooshy black and grey pants and a shirt. Nancy got me the Yuna Magical hot pants scroll which I have but that doesn't really matter it shows that she knows my taste and that small brested Yuna with guns fasicntes me. I gave the scroll to Lisette so it wouldn't go to waste I hope to go to the Hobby shop and see this X scroll Nancy was talking about. Joel got me the cutes card and he helped in the bowling goofiness with his glove. Daniel gave me his sweater the one he would bring to school everyday for me because all my classes were cold. He also got me Samuri X Trust and Betrayl.
The party itself was funny Jonnell and Nancy had a small competition going on then me Joel Lisette and Dan were batteling it out too. Keisha called Eventually we went and ate at BK...6 people in a 4 person booth ^-^oh yeah lol no we got chairs and put them on the end. Anyway after that we sat in the gazebo between BK and the alley and talked and then went to the arcade in the alley and Jonnell and Nancy played this one table hockey game and the puck kept flying across the room. Daniel and Joel played pool and me and Lisette distracted them the whole time. Then Nancy and Jonnell went home. A little later the four left wondered back to the gasebo and talked then Lisette and Joel had to work so they left. Then Dan and I went to the PX and waited for Abe (Dan's older brother) to get off work so we could take him home.
Then we went to my house and sat outside until 10 talking. I cut my hand with his knief serves me right for playing with it. It was the Kneif Judah gave him. I hope he has a good trip and that he's safe and sound. ::sigh:: and that as they say is that. For now...maybe.
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